It
has been exactly 3 years 6 months after my broke up, and I can still feel her
presence. Sometimes I think what went
wrong between us. We had fights before break ups as well but all of them were
ended on sweet notes. With her, my hobbies are also gone. I am no longer a person
who is crazy for reading and writing. In fact, I am now a confused pre-occupied
soul. I am not afraid to try the other person but still I am not letting anyone
to enter in my life. Whenever I sense the similar warmness from the other girls,
I tend to move away from them. Is it me who is not letting other entering in my
life or actually the other girls are not in my liking zone.
Recently
I came to know that she is engaged and now busy in posting her updated happy
relationship photos on Facebook. Thank god, she is not in my list. After my
broke up I was complacent with the fact that now she can search her Mr. right
but after checking the guy’s profile I
am a bit shocked as the girl still
doesn’t improve her taste. While I was stalking, her recent updates I was
recalling every late night planning that we used to do and trust me nothing is
going as per our plans. Is that what she was looking for? I don’t know about
the rest of the details but still I hope whatever she wants in her life that
guy should give her (not at all a sentimental broken heart statement just a
genuine wish for the one who once used to be my someone special).
Close
friends are asking me to move on as she did but frankly speaking, I do not
understand what they mean by moving on. Is going in relationship with some
other person is definition of move on.
If it is so then they are right but if it is something else then they
are not. I already moved on and now I need companion rather than girl friend
and until the time I do not find her, I will not be doing hit and trial. Moving on for me is more to do with
controlling feelings, which you have for the other one, rather than moving in
relationship with other. If you were a part of broken relationship then don’t
be scared to move in relationship with other (that doesn’t imply that you can
go with anyone, just give sometime to person and then decide).
I
have heard people proclaiming that they will remain single entire life as they cannot
love other person and I did not find any logic behind it. With due respect to
your feelings I just want to say just give someone special place and trust me
if you like her as a friend and he/she care and respect you then don’t bother, they will make you love them. It is just about
being open for everyone without compromising your comfort. So, just move on
after a relationship by keeping the reasons of failure and once you find the
person making effort to be with you, give him/her a chance, they will never
leave you.
