I
was down and out, having troubled body and sick soul! And the most ridiculous thing
was, I was waiting for the fairy to come and solve my issues. Thanks to the
star movies, for telecasting the “pursuit of happyness”. I personally love this
movie and when I start watching the movie, everything was coming back into its
place. I realized that nothing was holding me back and I just need to start the
work. Though, professionally I never left the work but I was not working with
full mind and heart. I spend three quarters of mid night to figure out the
problem and now I am all geared up to start the day fresh.
Clubbed
with energy, I woke up early in the morning with all preplanned activities and
just
before I start to execute the plans, I received a mail. The mail was of my old
friend, who left his job and now wanted to do business. We often had a chat on
the issue but it seems like he made up his mind. I was taking the positivity that he is finally
doing what he wants to. Day was quite
nice but not the evening. Again I was in the world of miseries as I heard the
recent development of my ex.
I
was reacting as if I don’t care but the truth was I do care. I clubbed myself
again and trying to continue the flow. Unfortunately, the flow ended. Feeling even
more miserable I decide to take a cigarette and went to the shop. The shop
keeper was always in joyful mood and this time I was expecting him to deliver a
good joke but he failed. I was perplexed as nothing was happening according to
my thinking and I was feeling detached from the world. I can’t even recall a
single person whom I can seek advice. With numb fingers I was checking my mails
and I re-read my friend’s mail. There was nothing motivational written on it
and as I recalling his words “Its my life and I want to take risk.”
Every
young so called entrepreneur says these words but this time it worked for me. I
realized that I should be less sensitive towards the people but more sensitive towards
the dreams. Days past still no signs of growth but still I am
complacent with my life. Before ending the blog post, I just want to say please
give a try to your dreams so that your heart will always remain complacent and
who knows it will lead you to the other side of life.
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