We
are not born to be perfect but we always want to become perfect. With so many options to choose and with so
many lucrative offers available most of us tend to swing between options and eventually
ended up doing unworthy activity. I am also facing the same issue. I am not
finding enough courage to take one decision and stick on to it. Whenever I came
close to making a decision thoughts of failures start entering my brain and left
me in perplexed state. Am I in need of psychologist or it happens with
everyone? This question kept haunting me though I tried to avoid it but still
it is in the back of my mind.
As
all of you do not know about my background so I am giving a brief about me in
here. I am management student looking to get a good opportunity to begin my
professional career. Prior to that, I hold an engineering degree but I do not think
it will help me in finding the suitable job. I developed an interest in finance
and management in last few years but my interest is constantly challenged by my
childhood dream of becoming a Bureaucrat. While I was doing engineering, I developed
habit of penning down my emotions and learn several forms of Urdu poetry. I
started 4-5 novels but eventually none is completed. I was working as a
part-time writer but soon I fed up of it. In the process of testing my hands on everything,
I once tried my hands on becoming an entrepreneur and my IT service provider
partnership firm was doing well until frictions amongst the partner put me out
of the business. Now I am in a state where I am jack of all trade and master of
none.
Whenever
I make a move of concentrating on public service commission exams, I got scared
as I think if I do not get a job now it will be difficult for me to get it in
future. I am MBA fresher and after a year or so, I will be a one-year-old fresher,
which makes job finding even more difficult. If I concentrate on finding the job,
I want a job in MNC and I do not have any calls from any MNCs + I will not be
able to study for PSC exams. I have 2 opportunities to start my career and both
companies are start-ups. One company is of financial services while other is of
IT services. I have experience in handling IT services (as I was running one),
while I am having a bit of interest in financial services. I hate to admit the fact that I am just
becoming a jack of all trade and I do not want to be the one.
Sometimes,
when I see my predicament it literally made me cry. I am not all settled and
there is no possibility of settling in near future. I don’t know what to do and if you can help
me out in suggesting anything or help me out in gathering courage to stick to
one decision then please write to me at
- vishwasnyaik@gmail.com , your advice may become useful for me. Thanks for giving the time hope I came out
with this misery and soon write a post with solution. Till then take care!
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