Why not I?

I saw you and I start loving you a lot  

I express the feeling I express the thoughts

I told you my dreams I describe emotions

I share the notions which I shared with none

You had your words, you rejected my proposal

Around your no, my whole world swirls

I broke up into the pieces

I lost what I needed

You told me that without family consensus

 You won’t go into relation

I accept the bitter truth and I respected reason

You maintain the distance and made me alone

I was punished for the crime unknown

Then you told me that you moved in a relationship

Who look far better than I

Your words put me in despair

As now I only think

Why not I?

Why not I?